It took me years of being stuck in the total darkness to reach this level of self love & acceptance but the struggle is 1000% worth it. And I believe everyone has stories worth to share, it would definitely help yourself, it may help somebody, and it may bring light to the world. I believe […]
Tag: self-development
I’ve been learning to be gentler with my soul, by not forcing myself to be productive all the time. As for me, the past few years was really something. I learned to get out of my comfort zone. I really wanted to develop myself and improve every aspect of my life, be it personality, grades, […]
About Imperfections
I’m not perfect, and neither does anyone. So that’s okay. Currently, I’ve been learning how to differentiate between justifying and accepting how I really feel. I am learning to realize that not everything I feel is right, but it doesn’t mean they’re not valid. Denying my imperfections won’t drive me anywhere. I, if really want […]
About Scars
I once look at my arm/legs and realize how vivid my scars are. Well, unpopular opinion: I don’t hate them (kinda), even though people find it ugly and disgusting. I feel like any of our scars are proof that we’d been going through hell, through something dangerous, maybe through life-threatening experience, and we still survived! […]
A Letter to Myself
hi, Auru. First of all, I want to congratulate you on finally survived those all 17 roller-coaster-years of your life. Congratulations! And welcome to your brand new 18th-year-old life. You’ve come so far. You’ve changed so much. Looking back through the past years, you were lost. You had nothing but anxiety, and fears, about your […]
I Passed SBMPTN!
It’s July 19th, 2018 in my place, the weather is quite hot and humid as usual, and it’s 2.21 p.m. yeah, really late for the announcement. But I PASSED THE UNIVERSITY ENTRANCE!!! I’m now officially a uni student. I’m now majoring in psychology. You have to choose 3 universities or 3 major for the first […]
A Message about Your Body
For you, The person who has always been insecure about your body. You hate your scars, your weight, height, chest, eyes, or anything. The person who has always been defining yourself by appearance, In case no one told you, I want you to realize: Your body is working hard for you Your body has been […]
Gratitude
I wasn’t born with huge lucks, as many people out there were. I have so many flaws, that oftentimes make me hate my life so much. I was a person who didn’t even have any confidence at all. I couldn’t find any positive side of me, and since I couldn’t show off, no one could […]
Year of Hell
Hi guys! I’m back 😅 It has been a really long time since I stopped blogging. My life was really overwhelming this year, I needed to study hard for national university selection, and I didn’t have time to write. But now, I’ve done (almost) all of them! Yay!! The result will be announced on July […]
It was a Middle day of September 2017–Sunday It was a day when I did my second test on my course. it was quite important for me, and I really wanted to do my best. I want to get a better score than my first test, since my first test was too average. I tried […]