Alteirauru'sAnd being true to herself. Growing up, I learned that Auru and writing are inseparable. I love writing ever since I was a kid. I fall in love with the process of expressing my sensitive nature with words, and how I put myself naked in a piece of paper -or in a white screen- I […]
I’ve been learning to be gentler with my soul, by not forcing myself to be productive all the time. As for me, the past few years was really something. I learned to get out of my comfort zone. I really wanted to develop myself and improve every aspect of my life, be it personality, grades, […]
Eid is over but this is still pretty relevant. My healing process update, and what I learned:I still get lots of mental breakdowns, my journey towards well-being hasn’t finished yet. Well, to be specific, I still have a really long way to go. But something that helps me so much during this process is self-acceptance […]
Sometimes, It’s not easy to show what we truly like especially when it’s not something that the majority of people like. Sometimes, it’s not easy to do what sparks joy to us even when it harms nobody. And it’s even harder to speak up our unpopular opinion towards some issues. It wasn’t (or it isn’t) easy […]
I’m not perfect, and neither does anyone. So that’s okay. Currently, I’ve been learning how to differentiate between justifying and accepting how I really feel. I am learning to realize that not everything I feel is right, but it doesn’t mean they’re not valid. Denying my imperfections won’t drive me anywhere. I, if really want […]
I once look at my arm/legs and realize how vivid my scars are. Well, unpopular opinion: I don’t hate them (kinda), even though people find it ugly and disgusting. I feel like any of our scars are proof that we’d been going through hell, through something dangerous, maybe through life-threatening experience, and we still survived! […]
I wasn’t born with huge lucks, as many people out there were. I have so many flaws, that oftentimes make me hate my life so much. I was a person who didn’t even have any confidence at all. I couldn’t find any positive side of me, and since I couldn’t show off, no one could […]
Hi guys! I’m back 😅 It has been a really long time since I stopped blogging. My life was really overwhelming this year, I needed to study hard for national university selection, and I didn’t have time to write. But now, I’ve done (almost) all of them! Yay!! The result will be announced on July […]
It was a Middle day of September 2017–Sunday It was a day when I did my second test on my course. it was quite important for me, and I really wanted to do my best. I want to get a better score than my first test, since my first test was too average. I tried […]
Have you ever feel upset when you want to do something, but you have no idea how the way you do it? You’re too busy planning, thinking, figuring out, and then you realize that you’ve spent too much time just on preparing. Looking back through the past few years, I wished I could write a […]
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