The First Person I need to Apologize

Eid is over but this is still pretty relevant. My healing process update, and what I learned:I still get lots of mental breakdowns, my journey towards well-being hasn’t finished yet. Well, to be specific, I still have a really long way to go. But something that helps me so much during this process is self-acceptance […]

Harmony

Sometimes, It’s not easy to show what we truly like especially when it’s not something that the majority of people like. Sometimes, it’s not easy to do what sparks joy to us even when it harms nobody. And it’s even harder to speak up our unpopular opinion towards some issues. It wasn’t (or it isn’t) easy […]

A Secret Love Letter

Dear X, we had never talked for so long, and I’m grateful that we get closer as the way we used to be. You’re still that clumsy girl with a lot of things on your mind, but at the same time, you’re stable as ever. Well to be really honest I was kinda shocked with […]

About Imperfections

I’m not perfect, and neither does anyone. So that’s okay. Currently, I’ve been learning how to differentiate between justifying and accepting how I really feel. I am learning to realize that not everything I feel is right, but it doesn’t mean they’re not valid. Denying my imperfections won’t drive me anywhere. I, if really want […]

About Scars

I once look at my arm/legs and realize how vivid my scars are. Well, unpopular opinion: I don’t hate them (kinda), even though people find it ugly and disgusting. I feel like any of our scars are proof that we’d been going through hell, through something dangerous, maybe through life-threatening experience, and we still survived! […]