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I Passed SBMPTN!

It’s July 19th, 2018 in my place, the weather is quite hot and humid as usual, and it’s 2.21 p.m. yeah, really late for the announcement. But I PASSED THE UNIVERSITY ENTRANCE!!! I’m now officially a uni student. I’m now majoring in psychology.

You have to choose 3 universities or 3 major for the first time you register the entrance test, and it’s arranged by difficulty. The 1st choice is the hardest, and the 3rd choice isn’t as hard as the other two. And I got my second uni. I was a bit sad that I couldn’t pass my dream university, since most of my friends who passed could get their 1st uni. I have a friend who had been targeting the same university as I am. We sometimes study together, especially at the last time. And now she passed that uni.

But yeah, I believe that’s where I supposed to be. At least I’m majoring in something that has been my dream job since I was in elementary school. And almamater isn’t everything, right?

However,

It’s been really hard to hear that so many of my friends still couldn’t get any uni. There are only less than 20% of people could pass the entrance test. That’s really competitive. In my uni, only 80 out of 3300 could pass. seeing bad news from many of my friends really makes me frustrated. I wonder why I started being really emotional about that. And sometimes, hearing my friend’s story makes me really stressed out and wistful. But that’s the only thing I could do to relieve my friend’s burden.

If only I could do something,
I would love to do everything.
But in reality, all I can do is nothing.

Now, what’s next?

After officially being a university student, the first thing I want to do is being more focused on academic stuff. I want to be more “all-out” when doing something, I don’t want to be ignorant, every step I make will contribute something to my growth.

I want to be more “open” with people, my high school relationship is a bit suck, I don’t have many friends, I’m really shy, and so on. And in my campus life, I want to be more open to the world, take every opportunity, and be more confident.

Indeed, I want to help as many people as I could help. Or even every creature. I want to be kind, I want to do something, and I want to make a change.

I want to learn and absorb everything as much as I could.

Wish me luck!

Auru

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